Widow I lost you, out at sea The waves were crashing And I was looking for you, The sky was dark and I saw stars, and they whispered your name They told me you're safe And that I couldn't see you again Not on this plane The trees sway the same Even though you have a gravestone When I come to see you My mind tells me to join you One day I'll listen, because After all the pain I've been through, I hope death will be worth it This war, Tore the life from us The blackened heart I now have, pours out to the world I'll never forget How good you were to me The rain still makes me cry Even though I'm sitting outside This cold might kill me And then I can be with you I won't feel a thing The medication is kicking in I might feel less lonely, With the shadow, the shadow That you cast over me 10 years I still smell your clothes I still feel your pulse, flickering, out of this world This night is brutal The trees sway the same Even though you have gone away Facing bitter end This will never end Only if I will die This will never pass Demons everblack No longer binded to you I wish I could tell you how I've been I wish I could sit down and eat with you again I wish I could hear your voice
