butterfly

it doesn't know. it doesn't care. it just is, for a few days. as the butterfly, fluttered by and around and hung out with me it will never know, how for those moments, it took all the darkness away from my mind butterfly seen, sounds recorded and edited, words fell from mind to page musical diary entry for september 4th 2025 not my photo, unfortunately, but this has the same markings as the butterfly i saw whilst sat out in the sun at our mountain forest cottage dwelling in kunčice pod ondřejníkem, during (and beginning to resolve) heavy existential crises, crushing ponderings over who i am, whether i am anything at all, what will become of me, physical and mental pains, feeling insignificant against the monolithic reaches of the universe. 'you can only rebuild, improve, once you let go of what is broken' crazy thinking about how far out one thought or vibration in the mind can ripple onwards and outwards! 🦋 1. the calm flutters by 2. pause the chaos and see 3. mystery dream sequence 4. asymmetric flight path 5. in that moment it spoke clearly 6. to be remembered forever As always, a huge thank you and love to Blanka, for amazing times in Autumn and Winter 2025. Many learning and together experiences, while still being able to continue on our own dreams as well. Miluju tě vždycky. 🦋 originally released January 5, 2026 theowl.bandcamp.com maybe i should have released it from 'the cabin' first; it feels like it belongs here even still... mountainforestcabindweller.bandcamp.com free to download from both places. the owl orlová, cz 'sound & visual experiments made during learning about everything in the cosmos and beyond' 🦋